contingencies

pathetic ..

are people who do not realize the disjunction between said words and the truth of mind, and go on and on to pontificate the meaningless. congratulations for being an idiot.


sad ..

are people who hold on to their beliefs as a universal fact, revealing the apparent reality that is the denial to move on from the nostalgia of their own youths. and while there is nothing wrong with being sentimental, it is unnecessary to make it into something that it is not: philosophy.


respect..

to people who are unashamedly indulgent, and acquire success while at it.

electric

good

good
at times are done right under our noses
and we don't even realize it
just because it is not perceivable

gift

kita jauh dari sempurna
tapi setiap insan dikurniakan keistimewaan
sama ada dari segi
kepimpinan,
intelek,
kekuatan,
kesenian,
kesabaran,
perbicaraan,
apa-apa sahajalah

apakah kelebihan kita itu datang dengan tanggungjawab sosial dan moral?
"i don't want to judge"
namun apa yang mebezakan orang yang baik dengan yang 'kurang baik'
semuanya bergantung kepada cara kita menggunakan kelebihan yang dikurniakan

kelebihan itu datang dari azali
namun keputusan yang kita ambil:
itu aspek kemanusiaan
keputusan itu tanggungjawab yang perlu dipikul oleh diri kita sendiri
akan tetapi aspek kemanusiaan itulah yang selalu dipengaruhi dengan sifat-sifat yang negatif

tak apalah
terima sahajalah yang manusia tidak sempurna
apa perlu berodolak-dalik lagi
mengapa perlu lagi memegang kepada idealisma dan utopia?

good morning

i could not
sleep
it's hard not to worry about you

well done.

one project down.
8 weeks of readings, 6 field works, and another book to do.

i miss u

...

now

falling leaves make me nostalgic
and in my mind right now
i only think of you

mercury retrograde

sayang ...
they say i'm a romantic
but it is simply that
i love you too much

my heart breaks seeing you sad
was i anything of use, i thought:
it was that i made you smile
i feel so useless otherwise

though i know i've hurt you much
it's simply cause i love you too much
you are more important to me
than the world itself

as morbid as this sounds
i'd give up everything for you
please, sayang
smile for me

i will always love you with everything i have

the righteous, the follower, the pragmatist

the follower
owns a brain
but knows not it can think
it loves ideals and utopias and truism
but knows no philosophy
in constant need
to be led
by the righteous:
how we love them,
the righteous.
enslaved by the metaphysics
how tragic life writes itself
when it dies not realizing
that for the righteous
truism,
despite its heroic glory;
merely a rule to rule;
contingent to the most primitive human need

faux