Saturday, March 28, 2009

i
love
you

earth hour ad by yasmin ahmad

Sunday, March 22, 2009

watch this space

Friday, March 20, 2009

time


time
moving forward
immortal.



(you worry me. i can't explain it. jaga diri)


Monday, March 16, 2009

morning sayang


i don't want to wake you up
i'll text you at nine

Sunday, March 15, 2009

banal


i don't care that my life is banal
but it sure helps when you are here with me

i wish you well sayang

Tuesday, March 10, 2009

ae


absence is the state of being away from something
absence is not felt until the loss
of presence

i haven't accomplished anything in life
if anything, my biggest accomplishment is when you say
how happy i made you feel

perhaps there is a purpose to my existence?

existence is the state of being
existence is only felt upon the surrender
of our mortality



Sunday, March 08, 2009

melbored


it has been one week since i left
do you know that feeling
when you have nothing to look forward to?

the truth about is
i never had the motivation to do anything
or to impress anyone

luck is
like a freakish accident

i miss you
i don't know how i spent all these years
without you

Friday, March 06, 2009

dear beloved

O re piya haye
Udne laga kyon man baawla re
Aaya kahan se yeh hosla re
O re piya haye

Tanabana tanabana bunti hawaa haaye bunti hawa
Boondein bhi to aaye nahi baaz yahan

Sagish mein shaamil sara jahan hai
Har zare zare ki yeh iltiza hai

O re Piya
O re Piya haye
O re Piya

Nazrein bolen duniya bole
dil ki zaban haaye dil ki zubaan
Ishq maange ishq chahe koi toofan

Chalna aahiste ishq naya hai
Pehla yeh vada humne kiya hai

O re piya haaye
O re piya
Piyaaaaa....

Nange pairo pe angaro
chalti rahi haaye chalti rahi
Lagta hai ke gairo mein
Palti rahi haaye
le chal wahan jo
Mulk tera hai
Jahil zamana
dushman mera hai

haaye

O re piya haye

Thursday, March 05, 2009

fix


usually i'd wake up next to you and whisper
good morning sayang
now i can only dream of what we used to do together

i wake up alone
in pain
you are not here
to fix me

you called
in tears
i cry
not able to embrace you


Wednesday, March 04, 2009

shorts

1. it'll be another five days before my classes continue. what the fuck am i supposed to do!?

2. i don't really have any motivation to do anything

3. the word on the street is that my design studio leader is 'unhinged'

4. i miss you

5. also missed: ibu and mak.

Sunday, March 01, 2009

grand

i dreamed of love ever since
i could remember
i thought it was just that. a dream
i was cynical to discredit love. when all
i saw were marriages of convenience. but
i found it in your embrace. and
i almost let it pass me by
i know for sure this love is grander than the taj mahal.


and people don't get that.
when dreams come true
we can't handle it
cause we can't grasp its full consequences.
i will never regret writing these love letters to you.
because we have been through too much
beyond anyone's grasp
and i want to proudly say that i will always be yours.
and that we are strong enough to face the odds.
take everything away from me
but i will always be yours.
and i want to feel your every pain and joy
like the mirror that i am.

"when you are with everyone but me,
you're with no one.
when you are with no one but me,
you're with everyone." ~rumi

ingat faiz selalu okay...


3.

we seem to think that time is infinite. sadly, we fail to appreciate the moment, because we seem to think the moment can wait until tomorrow.

time does not wait for anyone.

2.

we are blessed with the ability to say things. whatever we want to say. however we want to say. in what we chose to say, positive words or negative words, speaks of whether we appreciate what we so often take for granted.

"speak when you are angry and you will make the best speech you will ever regret"

but speak when you love, you will never regret