catharsis

what more would it take?
to prove myself to you
to prove, to you,
that we are true

more so
than anything i've ever.
your love a catharsis
of my inner being

detached
through space. and time
you never really left me
i never really left you

write

those days
i felt invisible
like i never mattered to anyone
but myself

i look into their eyes
some strangers, some friends
some never seem to grow
or rather, they have yet to

how strange
people and their priorities
people and their pride
people and their ambitions

i never want to be that person again
i'm glad to say i've grown up a little
if only you knew half the things i've been through
you'd understand

life's funny at that
and i've always been the lucky one

angst-ridden temperamental fuckup

i stare into blank space wondering if you're okay. distance renders me powerless. uncertainty collapses every ounce of sanity i have left. every bit of information takes me into further depression. my gut feeling scares me.

i cried so much these past few days the pain kills me.