traceless
hi i'm faiz .
i have no past;
no family;
never played near a muddy river;
or biked around the city when i was 9;
i didn't go to that school;
or that university;
never lived in that neighbourhood;
no i never got a scholarship.
wish i could cleanse myself of my past sometimes. sometimes, they can't see beyond where you're from and where you've been. society has its way in bringing out our worst behavior.
wish i was a simpler guy. u know, no frills. no ideas.
i have no past;
no family;
never played near a muddy river;
or biked around the city when i was 9;
i didn't go to that school;
or that university;
never lived in that neighbourhood;
no i never got a scholarship.
wish i could cleanse myself of my past sometimes. sometimes, they can't see beyond where you're from and where you've been. society has its way in bringing out our worst behavior.
wish i was a simpler guy. u know, no frills. no ideas.
posted by (nothingness) at 01:50
15 Comments:
be careful on what you wish for.
tho had to agree, society does bring out our worst behaviour.
I wished I've gotten a scholarship. but if I did, I wouldn't know the hardship in how to manage my finances, the burden of debt, which , in the way, matures people by how to overcome problems and find ways around it.
regret is an awful thing. when you regret, basically, you blame God. As if you've done enough to deserve the authority of blaming God. Thats why I kept on reminding myself to not regret. I'm nowhere from having that privilege of blaming God.
hmm i dont think faiz is talking about regret...or are you faiz?
but yea...to some degree i am quite pleased at where i am right now..noone really KNOWS me here...and they cant judge me based on my background or what ive done in the past...its a kind of freedom....because all thats there for them to see is the YOU now. they wont get distracted with your past or who you were...people grow. people change :) i know i have.
by the way..hi abby! remember me??? its nadirah...i still stalk your blog/friendster from time to time ;) always happyt o see your beautiful smile
love love
People wish for a lot of things, but eventually, they live for who they really are.
nadi is right. no regrets.
who i am is all about where i've been: childhood. education. etc. and, sociologically as well, like my heritage/race and economic background. needless to say, i was/am blessed.
people look at you differently when you're, uh, raised 'unusually'. call it elitism, or whatever. it makes me feel guilty when these obvious differences are made apparent.
i don't ever want to feel that i am better than others.
FaIz...OuR pAsT iS tHe FoUnDaTiOn FoR OuR fUtUrE. bE gRaTEfUl AnD cOUnT yoUr BlEsSInG aS lIfE wAs NeVeR " a RoSe GaRdEn" ..*WiNk*
but if some overrated angel ever comes through your window and grant you a different life, would you take it?
i wouldn't say you're different if you hate it so much. but you're definitely some kind of hope that's left in this country when speaking of malaysian men, if you know what i mean.
besides, i think you're weird. and chicks dig that ;P
Sometimes you can't run away from the things that have been, the things that you have become.
Embrace what you have and what you are.
We all love you, as abstract as you are.
did u hear about the girl who played football, fell down headfirst, and lost all her memories? she's suffering from a permanent amnesia and she didn't remember ANYTHING except reading, writing and the English language. She forgot who her parents were.
Do u know how hard it is for her?
Hmm... I wished I could erase some memories, but not all of my past. that's crazy. heh
kahuna, and everyone : the post is supposed to be ironic .... lol. i'm not the happiest person but i have a nice life. nadi is the only one who came pretty close to what i wrote about. but i love u aall anyway ;p
aida: abstract eh? that's a first.
pink: my answer is no. it wouldnt happen anyway
Hi salam....
I've read your blog. And I love it. Its the way you write and see things. Hmm.. thot that we've something to talk about. Sesekali singgalahlah ke blog saya. Juga kepada semua viewers, commentars and bloggers lain.
http://musastley.blogspot.com
See you there.
Salam.
Mus Astley
Salam,
I've tagged/linked your blog to mine. See how it goes, ok?
faiz, u're as unique as can be
mus_astley: salaam. and thank u. i love your blog as well, it's very refreshing.
shaq: unique ... everyone's unique
the sketch nice... :)
im diggin the sketch. i wish i could do buildings
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