one

looking at my left palm, i realised i may not live that long.
should i believe in these nonsense? it does not matter.
did it bother me should these things be true? not at all.

it did, however, made me think about what is important. who is important.

could it be that i am blessed with a certain ability to compensate for a certain lack? i do not know, not yet at least.

time may or may not be by my side. what i do know, is that right here and now, i feel whole; love gave me strength, faith gave me peace. i no longer crave success. surrender i shall to the natural flow of what i will become.



p.s. melbourne has a knack for making me rather cynical. kuala lumpur turns me into this hapless romantic. who happens to be unfortunately broke and jobless.