letter

to the few people who reads this very personal blog, forgive my sudden surge of sentimentality, but i really cannot help it.

i love you. i crumble when you are not here, and you are only leaving for a mere three days! and to think that i left you for nine months, i can't imagine what that must have felt like.

i am so sorry for not paying attention to you during the the past months, especially in october. it was unacceptable. i am so sorry for not trusting you, when it was i who made irrevocable mistakes. i'm so sorry i am so forgetful and flawed. i am so worthless of you. but i need you.