not an idealist, but an optimist nevertheless

i've seen it all
i've seen the dark
i've seen the brightness in one little spark
i've seen what i chose
and i've seen what i need
and that is enough
to want more would be greed.
i've seen what i was
and i know what i'll be
i've seen it all
there is no more to see

you know what? i am really not as intense in real life as i am here. and it if weren't obvious enough, la casa means home. this place is where i go back to and the end of each day.

but i'm trying this new thing where i don't want my life to appear as complicated as it actually is. i think i can take of myself. or perhaps not. but that doesn't matter. i may seem dark and mysterious and all, but the fact is i am hopelessly optimistic when it comes to a lot of things.