shame.

it's about spring in australia, i reckon
and i'm cleaning all the shit from my life
my room (literally needed cleaning)
my job
and some other stuff
think of it as an unchaining.

i genuinely wanted to help him out, but he chose to remain irresponsible and reckless.

took me a whole day to think on how i should go about its execution. i didn't have the heart to do it, but came the unfolding of 'truth' and i stopped second guessing myself. we are not puppets that can be toyed, regardless of whether you felt your actions were unintentional.

it needed to be done
a lesson needs to be learned
reality needs to come knocking on your door
and someone's got to do it

he told me the first time we met
he's never cried since childhood
yesterday, i made him cry.

faiz, the supposedly gullible, naive, exploitable kid they all assume... yeah right.

one down, another one to go. fuck. i'm crying.